Lowkey I wish I didn’t have people who cared about me and would get upset if I actively ruined my life. I promised my polycule that I wouldn’t self harm, do drugs, or drink, and that they could trust me to be safe. I kinda wanna fuck things up rahhh
There are probably more healthy contexts in which you can do drugs and drink while still being safe. It sounds like you have a social support system and it’s… working lol. Treat yourself right, you deserve it
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Anonymous#12w
Unfortunately drugs and drinking are hard no’s in the polycule in general for other reasons, but I will relax in other wayss
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AnonymousOP2w
Well that may be for the better, I’m not sure what a polycule is. But there are certainly healthier coping mechanisms