
i am so terribly sorry for your loss. may she rest in peace. not the same but after my little sister died, i became an alcoholic lol. i had just started talking to a guy and we went to the beach, i got drunk, my chair tipped back in the sand while i was sobbing, and i was just laying there pointing to the sky, crying, and saying “she’s up there i know she is” 😭😭😭 im so surprised he’s still with me.