sometimes i think to myself “yea if i died rn that would be chill” and somewhere my brain is like “THATS PASSVE SUICIDAL IDEATION” and she’s right but also nooo i’m just chilling….im so norma guys
sometimes i wonder if i would’ve actually tried to end things if i was a little less lazy and also if it wouldn’t break my mom’s heart to choose death over her. but if it was out of my control then what am i supposed to do