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Im violently jealous of people that are able to/ were in large groups in HS. Especially girl groups… I really struggled with connection and abuse and most of my childhood is just me being alone and not understanding social cues/ hierarchies. It actually
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Anonymous 2w

makes me deeply insecure. I know im not everyones cup of tea especially back then, and it doesnt change that I desperately crave that feeling of closeness and connection. I am aware its on me unfortunately I am unable to see certain things as I am emotionally stunted in a lot of areas and it takes me 2-4x as long to understand certain concepts…

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

Its beyond embarrassing because I am intelligent in a lot of areas that would make it seem I am fully out together however I am not. So people over estimate my abilities and when I can no longer perform/ present myself “normally” I then become underestimated/ treated as a child.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

I would love to meet someone who sees me for my mature sides and understands my disability is truly just that and I will do everything in my power to have it not affect others and theres only so much I can immediately improve on.

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