
Then he started seeing me as like a cartoon character or jester or something, so if I wasn't at 100% max perfect sunshine happy silly, he wanted NOTHING to do with me (he literally told me this. 'No I don't want to be around you if you aren't all sunshine and rainbows') Even tho he also thought the happiness was insufferable. It made no sense. I think bro just really hated me as a person ๐ญ he was only with me bc of my physical appearance