This might just be overthinking because I’m high, but people seem to think I’m very very beautiful, but for some reason I genuinely think I am so weird looking. I have “ethnic”/“exotic” features on lighter skin so I feel like I look wrong sometimes
You probably have some kind of internalized racism or something that you need to work through.. ethnic features on anyone is beautiful we’re just brainwashed into thinking it’s not by Eurocentric white supremacist USA