-my positivity is just a cover up for how horrible i feel
-no matter where i go i alsways feel out of place/like a freak of nature
-people say im “out there” but i really barely have friends and hang out w anyone
-im basically larping being a person🤩
-i also feel very sensitive at all times and feel as if the sadness i am feeling right now (and most times) is stupid and for no reason
-also my lexapro only works sometimes and other times im super anxious and depressed
YAY