Anonymous carlsantana 1d

Not really. It’s nice to see. For me what’s tempting is not seeing it. Cuz then the trigger is buying it and getting it. Procuring product is the most fun part of the process for me . Like going to Toys R Us

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Anonymous beestboy 1d

Do you still buy to stock? I’m sure ur friends are happy when they come over

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Anonymous carlsantana 1d

I do! I like to collect exquisite and rare bottles. I don’t really buy the dry goods as much but the craziest thing happens when u get sober. MORE ppl give u this stuff for absolutely free way more often than back when i was using. Its crazy.

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Anonymous beestboy 1d

What made you go cold feet on all substances? You in tune with Allah or a God of some sort

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Anonymous carlsantana 1d

The god part came eventually mashallah but nah I was a crash out junky back in the day. I was gonna go to jail or end up 6 feet under for sure. Definitely the kind of man I waned to grow up to be

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Anonymous beestboy 1d

Mmmm. Totally understand. I’m in my own journey. Between working and school I haven’t had much time for personal discovery but imma be honest. A Nigga is depressed. What helped you find that peace in yourself?

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Anonymous carlsantana 1d

One go to therapy 2. Find a community you feel safe and respected in that you can do service for 3. Daily gratitude lists 4. Fuck hoes 5. Get a job you’re proud of 6. Journal ur feelings and learn to get honest with ur self and others 7. Find god 8. Truly Value your self because you get one body in this life time 9 hug your inner child cuz no one else can. Each and any of these is valid

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Anonymous beestboy 1d

bro really 😐 respect women

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Anonymous #3 1d

Why tf would I do that

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Anonymous #3 1d

I’m sorry that’s rude, allow me to rephrase

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Anonymous #3 1d

Why THE FUCK would I do that???????

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Anonymous beestboy 1d

Really appreciate this man. Going to start tn. Been reading more and trying to stay off this phone. Appreciate you

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Anonymous carlsantana 1d

I recommend these two books “The Six Pillars of Self Esteem” and “Breaking up with your phone” . They’re both pretty good and help me work on things. Also, “the power of Now” is great for being mindful. I’m usually the most depressed when I’m not in my body and being present, usually somewhere in the past or future but never where my feet are. Hope this helps young blud

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Anonymous beestboy 1d

Appreciate ya unc

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Anonymous beestboy 1d

Will do.

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