
I hate not being able to go and do things. I hate being left out. I love my job but flares and surgeries make me have to call out and stay in bed and it gets so lonely and boring. I’ve been stuck in bed for a week and a half and having meltdowns everyday. Yesterday I pushed myself past my limits bc I went into a psychosis about it which set back my healing process so now I have to bed rest for even longer and I’m not vibing at all