Having a flare up and am on the cusp of the amount of pain I can reasonably handle and there’s people in my room and they’re talking loudly and I cannot deal with it all, I don’t want them there but they live there and I need quiet, I’m going to cry
I can’t even cry because they’ll question me and I can’t do it, I’m on the verge of being nonverbal from the overstimulation and I feel fucking horrible