This is going to sound horrible but… I just want to have sex. Not because I want to be a whore or I’m horny. I just want to prove to myself I can get over my ex. He got with other people not caring about me so why can’t I prove it to. I’m just scared. Idk
So you want to lower yourself to his level? Be the mature one. Accept that you did care, and take the time you need to move on. I promise hooking up doesn’t make it better girl trust me on this one