
the way he talks about his classmates and the people who know his brother and the girl that he went to the theater with that i'm forgetting the name of, seems like he doesn't understand how to interact with people but it comes across as pathetic and like he's begging for pity instead of being relatable. it's been a while since i've read it but i remember being completely off put by most of his narration, and for most of the book i was pissed off that he never made any real attempt to seek help