idk at least for me it was because i was gonna end it all and needed some form of higher purpose 😭

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i was sleeping around with random woman, drinking copious amounts of alcohol, & abusing party drugs up until i almost died. After that i became extremely religious and quit everything but looking back what i was doing WAS terrible and i still feel a lot of shame and guilt for who i was back then so this sentiment resonates in a way

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It was witnessing a Eucharistic miracle for me

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