purple_red_apple20 on Sidechat | maybe it’s just me I NEED hours to be able to sit and do nothing. If I don’t have that time everyday I will end up having a meltdown. It’s so embarrassing bc why can my roommate do stuff 24/7 and look at me weird when I spend so much time just in the room

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purple_red_apple20

maybe it’s just me I NEED hours to be able to sit and do nothing. If I don’t have that time everyday I will end up having a meltdown. It’s so embarrassing bc why can my roommate do stuff 24/7 and look at me weird when I spend so much time just in the room

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Anonymous 1d

I think it’s just the fact that i genuinely still don’t fully know how to not mask. I’ve grown up masking 24/7 and am trying to do better but it’s hard when that’s all I’ve done forever. I think that just makes me so exhausted I can’t do things idk how to explain it

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Anonymous 1d

I need my “cat staring at wall” time too. I don’t have a meltdown but I get so anxious and lash out at my loved ones.

Anonymous 23h

I have the exact same thing :/ it's so embarrassing when I have to tell people that I've never had a job because I can't handle it on top of school like all my friends can