
i get grossed out by kissing sometimes but once you get used to it it becomes really nice especially if you love the person. i think it’s because like you know how you’re like “i want to be alone right now… except you, you don’t count” about someone? it’s like that like the person you love goes into the “except you” category like “i hate kissing because it’s gross… except you”
I graduated college without kissing anyone. It is too confusing to figure out how to initiate it and I was too unsure about just trying with random people. I also didn’t want to like try kissing someone and then be grossed out? That feels not fair to them. I wish I had someone who understood who was willing to try, but idk if that is a thing one can seek. I don’t think it’s too late for me though, so I also don’t think it’s too late for you!