
But in actuality, I used to be super male centered too, it wasn’t until I dropped people who made me feel less of myself and I took time to find what I like and who I wanted to be and in doing so I found people who actually understand and made me feel whole. Ask yourself why you want male attention so bad and reflect on that and be the version of you that you want instead of what you think a man wants.
I’m a guy and I did the opposite. I only listen to male music and only watch male YouTubers and only talk to men at work and other irl places like gym. I haven’t initiated a normal conversation with a girl since 6th grade. So 9 years and counting. I don’t even look at women anymore, not since 6th grade as well. At grocery stores I only go on lines if it’s a guy there or I do self checkout
I don’t wanna make them uncomfortable and make them think I’m a pervert staring at them or something or trying to hit on them so I stay as far away as possible. I don’t want a false accusation either. Either way it’s best for me to keep distance with women as much as possible because they don’t wanna be around me and I don’t wanna force them to see or talk to me if they don’t want to