
Assuming you’re also a woman I think it’s more common than you think for women to have gross feelings about sex, especially before experiencing it. I’m still a little icked out by the idea of something being inside of me and I lost my virginity like 8 years ago. It’s not even a religious thing, just like thinking about the inside of my body too much makes me dizzy
I can totally relate to you! I’m in a healthy relationship for almost two years. I wanted to have sex with him way before I did because my parents always put pressure on me about how I shouldn’t have sex. I couldn’t exactly put a name to who I felt, but I thought it would be this huge thing that would change me for the worse. I ended up having sex at 19 with a guy who was patient and cared. If you are with the right guy, he should help you through this and make you feel good, and excited.