Just because an employer tells you to apply for the job doesnāt mean ur automatically gonna get it. Thats just life. Even if you yearn and still donāt earn, that just means she wasnāt the one for you. We as men have this habit of getting mad whenever the women YOU want doesnāt want you. You canāt force someone to like you. So yeah if you arenāt her type yearning wont work. Grass is green, keep ur head up and move to the next