
each other on and off since then and had small flings. Summer of Junior year I broke up with him because he would constantly ask for me to touch him or vice versa everywhere. he would BEG me till i said yes or just try to touch me without permission but i would push him away. I was tired of this so i left and that was already traumatic enough. Then senior year he meets a girl at a band event,
a month later i met up with him to apologize for ending things, and asked if we could try again and he rejected me. Him and this girl dated from november to may, and she broke up with him a few times in between. Turns out she was psycho, she would talk bad about him to her friends, call him fat, shame him, and would beg him to do sexual things(ironic), she would stalk me on social media and my house, then in the end she made up a rumor that he cheated on her with me(absolutely not true),
and then august of this year he texted me and apologized, we met in person and soon dated after that. So heres the part im hurting about currently: Its hard to date him after he chose someone after me. He rejected me and chose her and that hurts. Seeing all the little things they did together through his instagram back then hurt too. So when i talk to him about this, he says that he didnt love her, didnt like anything about her, wanted to break up with her, and he was
forced to do all the little couple things with her like making bracelets, having her in the back of his phone case, buying her flowers, and also giving up his virginity. He said he wanted to be with me that whole time but he doesn’t know why he rejected me in november and kept getting back with her. Also I found texts from back then of him calling me a sl*t, wh*re, and a h*e to his friends.
I just dont get why he did all this if he “loved me” and didn’t love her, and it makes me think hes lying about it all. He has lied to me about a few mini things, like he told me he never made bracelets with her till a photo was found of them in his gallery, and then he will make up some excuse and say he just forgot. Other than that he is a great boyfriend and tries to do everything he can for me now. And tries to do all the cute couple things. What should I do?