
Not a girl but this is so true I’ve been saed and like it’s really changed me so much like on top of what you said anything with intimacy or sex just makes me feel awful and confused like I even if it’s with someone I trust I always feel on edge and confused then after for some days i feel horrible mentally and physically until it passes
For years… i blamed myself for getting drunk with my friend at his house after I broke up with my first boyfriend for netflix and drinks. He kissed me, i responded… but then I told him no, i don’t want to continue. Then I woke up to him SAing me. For years, i said I was stupid. Then i realize I should be blaming the dude for being a rapist