
I entertained the idea but I’m atp where I wish the absolute best for him and still care about him but I don’t want to hangout, keep our snap streak going, send tiktoks, etc. I feel bad for that but I don’t think it’s fair for either of us. We are also in completely different parts of life. He went into a trade and I’m abt to graduate college and continue my education. We met in high school so I feel like idk life without him so that’s why I can’t “end it” for real without almost daily…