
I didn't tell my boarding school roommate that I was into him because I wasn't sure I was gay at the time and because I worried it would be weird bc we'd be trapped in the same room for the rest of the year. He's engaged to a friend of mine now from the same school (who's also a guy). Fml.
First off, I’m sorry for your loss. I had a kinda similar experience with my grandfather when he passed from cancer as well. While it’s hard to live around the grief of their passing, it’s nice to reflect on the good moments with them. Thank you for sharing; it definitely brings me comfort to know someone is struggling with a similar experience and knows how hard it is. Praying for the best for you and your family ❤️