as a guy with bpd, the thing that gets me the most, that will be the death of me one day us loneliness powerful, it physically hurts. i struggle bad to sleep unless i can be otp with a close friend (pulled to women- feel safer) to feel someone is with me
esp now one friend really helps and i have so much love for her and i know she does for me but i can tell i exhaust her and she has enough to worry about. im worried ill never recover from this