you always deserve to have friends, we are social creatures and cant live without companionship

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At least you have the self awareness to realize any wrongdoings that you can work on in the future. You can always better yourself.

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I feel this. My anxiety holds me back from going to certain events or hangouts because I panic. Then that leads to me not showing up as much as I should. But that fact that you are aware says a lot, but I found that communicating with your friends that you are aware of this and tell them you will work can help save friendships.

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I wish one of my friends came to this realization😅

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*Work on these feelings

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Awareness is the first step! But that does not mean beat urself down, just do better twin

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