
but i feel like no one understands. he is my lifeline, i feel empty and physically sick when he’s gone. when he leaves me i feel like im dying. i can’t leave him or block him or let him go no matter how much my family tells me too. it’s been 2 1/2 years of us talking back and forth and i made a mistake when we weren’t together but i felt like i was cheating on him and he got mad at me but we weren’t even together per his choice, and so now im trying to fix my mistake but he isn’t texting me back