
he had in august. we stayed together. our mental states have gone downhill and i had another manic episode and psychotic episode that put me in the hospital the first week of december. i’ve been mean and rude and snappy and irritable since. and i took it out on him. he wants to leave. he says it’d be best for both of us. but i love him so much i just know i can be different. he doesn’t want to try relationship counseling. he doesn’t want to wait for me anymore. but it doesn’t seem fair