Anonymous #5 2w

I have dashpass so the math doesn’t math there. It’s typically $18 including tip if I order on DoorDash, my issue is getting coffee on there before work when I’m basically still half asleep. Then there are bigger meals I’ll order like ramen that will last me two days which is more like $35, and add that on top of a coffee day and I could be spending $53 in one day. Then I usually lay off for a day or perhaps two, and then I’ll be crazy and get more again

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Anonymous #5 2w

I honestly thought having dashpass would make the meal cost basically the same as it would be if I ordered in person. I mean like you said $15 is a full meal eating out and the majority of my meals on DoorDash are $18. My problem is just fucking myself some days, feeling bad and laying off, then fucking myself even more. I also have a terrible problem with self sabotaging, especially now that I do have a full time job my urge is to spend the money instead of saving it. My brains truly fucked

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Anonymous OP 2w

The fact that you realize that it is wrong doesn’t mean you are fucked for doing it. It’s fucked that you can see a problem, have every way to stop it, and chose to do absolutely nothing. It’s not a problem of self sabotage or lazinesss. You are a coward of a person with no self control. Get your shit together. Feel lucky you have extra money to be able to do shit like that. Grow up. Eat at home. Pack a lunch. Stop wasting all your damn money

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