
It took a few texts of myself awkwardly trying to say no. I was really high so texting was a bit hard. He finally stopped when I flat out asked to change the topic. My friends suggested that we discuss boundaries but the whole thing just made me feel gross. He apologized today and said that he was just in a mood and should've thought about my feelings. While I appreciate him wanting to do better, it still happened and I still feel gross that saying I wasn't into it wasn't enough for him to stop