Second in everyone’s life is generous, maybe 2nd in parents life and bottom of totem poll in everyone else’s, even my closest friends that I thought found me close, but we’re on week 5 of trying to hang out with them since they moved back to my state after years (we always gamed online to stay in touch) and just been blown off. & instead of a cat I have 3 dogs that love me to death but also drive me through a wall

4

When i stopped being the one to initiate (start conversation, share videos, hangouts) it was simply the end of my friendships. Nobody reached out since

1