I used to love Christmas, now I resent it almost. It feels like every year I realize how little my family knows about me. Part of it is my fault yes, but when I was little I tried to connect with them. And I was dismissed. Idk am I being an asshole?
I feel like one though. My parents have been separated since I was 5. Stereotypical absent and asshole father, manipulative mother all that jazz. But she tries her best. I don’t know I just feel like a jerk