
what upsets me about not being able to was i was so good at it before. i had been with guys had sex and they'd been none the wiser to other stuff. then i dated this one guy and started to trust him and open up about stuff but i did that too fast and it was too much for him and we broke up (and this is my first relationship since then) and i was originally thinking that id just go back to the way things were but then this happened cause ig i softened up a bit