
try being friends. ive done it before w my bf but we only got back together bc we never actually distanced ourselves from each other like we shouldve. unfortunately i regret not doing that bc theres too many issues between us now and its only made us miserable and might lead to our resentment of one another.
honestly if yall do decide to become friends, give yourself the time to heal on your own so you can realize you dont need him to live. those feelings will go away and youll be able to go on your own. i learned the hard way that even though they might say theyll change, they never do:/