I’m always hoping she won’t initiate sex, I hate having to try to please her, acting like I want to dominate her. I just want to get it over with
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Anonymous#46w
The sucks dude. If you think she’d take it not horribly, please tell her. I don’t get your whole situation so take that with a grain of salt, but I’ve played along while secretly hating sex with an ex before and it just made me miserable. You don’t have to