
My first date was with my old coworker who was 20 year old while I was 16, he didn’t know I was 16 because I lied on my job allocation. Second date was with a guy who use to date a friend of mine (she was fine with it) and later they ended up dating my friend again. My third was a man who loved anime (so do I) but I had no idea how stinky he was. Now, fourth date, long distance, we gamed and called all the time, 5 years later I moved 2,000 miles for him and couldn’t be happier.
I’ve been in countless situationships and short relationships (in high school longest was about 2 months) but never a long term relationship. Im almost 21 and relate to u like bro genuinely wtf. I’m praying that everything will be okay and I will find someone that I instantly click with. I’m honestly sad I never got that deep young love (even though 21 is still young), it still kinda hurts.