
Oh gotcha, yea this just happens to me at random sometimes, not necessarily when I’m ab to fall asleep tho. The colors and random shapes flashing usually happen every time I close my eyes or even when it’s dark, the mandala and geometric patterns usually only start when I’m dissociating a bit or spiraling about smth in panicking about. Tryna figure out how likely it is a hallucination rather than an odd visual phenomenon bc apparently I’ve been hallucinating more and more over the years
It happens to me more often than not, you said you’re diagnosed with schizophrenia? I’m mostly asking bc I don’t suspect I have schizophrenia, but I’m capable of hallucinating and currently trying to figure out what is causing it. Do you experience random lines of light in your vision sometimes too, especially in the dark? That one is smth I’ve been trying to figure out but chalked it up to possible brain damage
Well I never done drugs. For me if I’m thinking of a bright light when my eyes are shut. Tend to see a bright light shining in my face . Try to ignore thinking about it and it goes away. Longest time I thought it was normal. Over active imagination. If it’s just splotches of colors etc it’s just the eye trying to capture something. Same with hearing. If you’re in a room in complete silence. Your ear drums try to pick up some kind of sound.