it's not going to be overnight and even if you don't feel Him still pray anyways, and any troubles or stresses you have surrender them to Him, it's weird but just trust in Himfeel free to dm me too!

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Find a local Catholic parish and see what resources they have available. Even if you’re not Catholic, that’s the most reliable way to find help with this

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Read the Bible and pray to Yahweh. :)

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Move to Utah

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