
i think it’s fair to think about ex’s and reminisce about your time with them for as long as you need to. but it’s important to remember that he’s moved on and it was definitely not a great meaningful relationship if you ended up leaving him. i try to remind myself of the bad things they did and why i left if i feel that way. don’t feel stupid tho, it’s normal. if you feel ready you can try to date and explore that, might help.