i had only used a tiny butt plug before so i didn’t think it was going to work. there was definitely a tiny bit of pain when he would get really hard but there were also times it felt really good. definitely feels better than fingers up there. he talked me through it and kept eye contact the whole time even though we were in doggy. i think the only reason i was able to relax that much is bc he’s so fucking hot and muscular.

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i’m bleeding a little bit 😔 i was meaning to ask my doctor about my internal hemorrhoids before i did anything anally but i got too excited:( hopefully there’s no permanent damage. there’s no pain or anything and we used a shit ton of lube and went very slow. we could’ve gone slower and used more. i know they say you’re not supposed to do anal with hemorrhoids but i refuse. i also read experiences from multiple women saying they have lots of hemorrhoids and it doesn’t stop them from doing anal.

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